TITLE: This is bad, REAL BAD.

DAY: Friday.

TIME: 06:58 PM.

Remember when I said that I desperately needed Mom's advice? Well, it is all because I did smthng that I am not proud of ):

I backstabbed my own friend. I've told some stupid thingies to ppl around me. And it's all about Miss I. Let's just call her that way (:

After seing Miss I suffered for EVERYTHING that i did, I felt pretty awful. Ppl started to ignore, keeping their distance and nobody would even come near her for the rest of the month =.="

I knew I should probably just tell Miss I it was me who told bad things about her. But I wasn't ready to set the record straight just yet -.- I knew if I confessed, I'd lose my friend. And that right there was enogh to make me keep quiet for the time being.

At dinner last night, Mom could tell smthng was bothering me, so she came up to my room afterwards to talk :o

I told her I was in a tough situation, and I didn't know what to do.

I got to give Mom credit for how she handled it. She didn't try to pry and get all the details. All she said was that I should try to do the "right thing", because it's our choices that make us who we are.

I figure that's pretty decent advice. But I'm still not 100% what I'm gonna do next -.-