my FANTASY LOVER

When i read 'why you need a fantasy lover', it reminded me of the time when i was dating my ex-boyfriend. He had a really charming, good-looking friend; let's call him Mr. Perfect, whom i was utterly infatuated with. It felt wrong to be ogling at my boyfriend's pal but at the same time it was so exhilarating. Of course, i didn't do anything about my crush for Mr. Perfect. I just secretly, inwardly admired him. I don't think he knew i had the hots for him. It's funny talking about it now 'cos after i broke up with my ex, i distanced myself from his group of friends, and slowly lost my feelings for my 'fantasy boyfriend'.